Hi blog
It seems the worst of it all is over. My life remains filled up with uncertainties, but I'm now trying to keep it at a comfortable pace. I can't control what others think of me. Nor do I want to. What I have to offer to anyone who wishes to be close to me cannot be expressed in the words of a formal agreement, it can only be LIVED.
I'm trying to respect everyone else's thoughts and reasonable opinions. Who am I to know what goes on inside other people's minds or what determines their actions and choices? Realizing that has brought some peace of mind to me. I am not stable, I can only go so far as to try to establish some kind of coherence for MYSELF.
There's a lot that went wrong for me and I used to blame on fate, other people, "God" 's will or else.
Well, that's not just gonna stop right away, but I'm focused on changing this line of behavior. It did no good for me so far. Stupidity would be to keep on doing what you've realized isn't working.
I AM responsible for most of what happens to me. If it is to change, it is up to ME to change things.
There's been no great insight that now tells me what to do and which way to follow. It's much simpler, it's a question of making the right decisions. I'm still the same, my love for her is still the same, I have no idea of what is gonna happen, but there are certain things I can change.
Effective as of NOW. Because I CAN. And I've ceased to be AFRAID.
See you, blog
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